LOOKING FOR THE GARISH JAMBOREE

being sick is a good time to recover from the aerial barrage of impressions. i enjoyed it somehow.

MUCH THERE TO DO, APART NOTHING

chidren never evade. it's actually true, they suffer through everything.

the rogue is trying keep himself occupied. busy man. something's fucking gonna happen - now entertain him, please!

yeah, the kicks: i've found lots of places where you can breathe normally. where you can act nice to people. where you can enjoy being. where you can care about more than your personal entertainment.

and there are places where you get usually annoyed. where people brag about how amazing that very place is. how self-indulgent they are. how quickly they want to move on to see more.

well, it's not kent on that journey, but does moving around mean to stay at one reference point?

so sad that we prefer annoyance over boredom. we feel the most lively when we are pissed.

get bored, mate. get bored forever.

NOTHING MORE THAN IGNORANCE

i see a ship in the harbour,
i can and shall obey,
but if it wasn't for your misfortune,
i'd be a heavenly person today.

POSSESSED

if you observe what happens after a loss you might experience this:
1. you are shocked
2. it's not as bad as you thought it would be

unless - indeed - you are totally involved with thinking about what could have been different. be sure to remind you: you will do stuff like this for ages coming. no problem with that, pal.
it's a story of missed opportunities. some call it failure, some call it life.

come back to berlin, more lessons in limo service. but stop blaming people for good!

what are you looking for?

WHILE IT LASTS

welcome, i am willy wanker, your host on this tour. i'd like to introduce you to "the real world", not to be mixed up with the "imaginary world".

a strange community you don't want to belong to - but still, some habit makes you pretend some interest. once you slaughtered "jojo" for lunch, you wanted to breed more blisters.

amazingly, we mistake pain with liveliness, this is the outcome of our daily media overdose.

and finally, you will start stuff like saving the world by reading books and curing hiv by watching daily soaps.

i need more of these postcards.

LOW VOLUME

it's good to rant. capital letters prevented several wars, it's the world's most eloquent utterance.

funny thing is, you can actually decide whether to be pissed or not. in fact, they wanted to charge me 0.80 EUR for an urinal usage last week. a stinky one. so i decided to not piss myself.

that's basically what freedom of choice is all about.

think of the highwaymen, their families, criminals have necessities, too.
act for the invisible audience. exhibit your invented emotions. enjoy more singapore schlong.

STRAY DOGS

mate, sniffing on other people's things - what have we done to overcome our bestiality. they all have been beaten and abused and still they do care, just beating and abusing to show it.

i avoid the consequences, let's just pretend the best. and then we delude us in expectations, it's really spartan where we wanted to indulge.

following the light of the sun, we left the old world.